You tell me that I used to not care so much, that it wasn't a big deal to me. Maybe it was because back then the area of which our lives overlapped was greater, and I didn't have to worry as much about the growing percentage of your life that I am no longer part of. That growing percentage of how much I have to fake indifference and act like the brainless zombies that you frequent with now.

You are so different now and it saddens me so much. You used to reject conformity, which was one of the great traits about you. Now you seclude the ones who aren't the same as the new clique you've found. I am so sad but I no longer want to waste my breath trying to explain to your in denial self the ways that you've changed.

I'm just going to sit in silence and hope that time will, again, change you back to the person I once knew.

Love, Vicki.