I stressed nonstop over things that I made a big deal, but when really, I should be enjoying the small things. Today reminded me that little things like him cuddling with me and giving me those smiles I love so much are sufficient in making me happy. I don't know why, or when, but within my own mind I had started to warp my own wants, needs and expectations into this monster of a craphole that no one, not even myself could fulfill.

To no surprise of my own, when I'm being reasonable, (coughnotbeingabitch), he never fails to surpass my expectations. He freaking bikes Naper Blvd for me. Like...alsdkjfalskdjf♥ When I start to feel like he's falling short or he's doing something wrong, now I understand that that is my cue to step back and re-evaluate what my peabrain of a mind has done to my ideals THIS time, haha :3

Happy realizations.

Love, Vicki.