Never in my life have I ever let anyone close to me. I keep people an arm's length away at all times. I don't like people being near me. I guess you could say I'm mentally claustrophobic.

But I latched onto you. I let you more than close. I became dependent on you. That was my fault. That was my naivety, I'm sorry.

But don't you feel its unfair that you did every single thing you promised you wouldn't? Its worse now, though, because you don't even feel sorry anymore. You think, "why should I feel sorry? It was just a dumb high school relationship. You're just overreacting. I'm just a 15 year old boy. I want to flirt with as many girls as I want and then forget about them when they get boring. Its been 3 weeks, get over it" Excuses, excuses, excuses.

You say all of this and then tell me to let people in? Boy, fuck you. Are you kidding me? Thanks. For nothing.

Vicki.